“The only thing that cannot be recycled is time wasted.”

I’m thirty years old. I’m single and sick. It feels like time is running me over. I feel like I’m a clock rapidly ticking and I’m running out of time… It’s a scary thought that I may actually spend the rest of my life alone and I can never found the “one”

Quite honestly, I’m not really worried that I am still single. I am enjoying my life and since I am sick, I don’t want to be a burden with anyone. But still, I worry about the future and what if I never find myself in love again. I want to be married someday and although everyone said that I cannot bear a child, I am still hoping that I could have my own child someday.

I’m not really sure what the future holds but my days have been so toxic, I sometimes don’t notice that a day has passed. My life is like a routine and although I love my life, I hate the fact that I don’t feel challenged and there’s no excitement in my life. I must be nuts for thinking this way but I just hear the clock ticking and it’s racing against my thoughts.

I am so glad that June is finally over. I so hate that month. It’s bad enough that I’ve been sick most of the time it’s also the wedding month and two of my former officemates got married last month and it’s no surprise that I was a bridesmaid again. As a bridesmaid, it was part of my duty to take part on organizing the shower party. My friends and I bought a sexy bodystockings as the gift for the bride, we think it’s perfect for the honeymoon night.

I am quite blessed that I didn’t have to worry about pimples or acne when I was in my younger years. Until now, I don’t really have to worry about those face problems. My friends asked me if I have a beauty regimen that I follow regularly because my face always look radiant but the truth is I just wash my face with soap and I never sleep with make-up on. I don’t usually wear heavy make-up and I often used sunblock. It must have been difficult to have acne or pimples and for women that will certainly affect our confidence and self-esteem. It’s a good thing there’s a lot of acne removal available today so that women need not to worry about it too much.

I had a terrible weekend. I wasn’t able to go online yesterday because of my dreadful headache. My doctor said it’s still part of herpes zoster and I have to endure the pain for at least six months… goodness! My right eye that was affected by the blisters is starting to ache as well. I think lupus also made a short comeback because I felt so tired and weak yesterday. I used to fight it and still try to work but yesterday I gave in to lupus and just sleep all day. I hate it when I am having a bad day because of lupus, it always reminds me that I am not normal no matter what I do but what’s the use of fighting the illness, it get tiring sometimes and I really have no choice.

Hopefully, tomorrow will be a new day!

Good night everyone!

A tag from ate Jen, thanks

Just some fun blogging questions.

Participants: 1. Me and Mine 2.Creative In Me 3.Little Peanut 4. Pea in a Pod 5. Sugar Magnolias 6. The Salad Caper 7. All Kinds of Me Stuff 8. Aggie Scraps. 9. Winding Creek Circle 10. Mommy Talks. 11. A Slice of Life. 12. Jenny Said So 13. This and That 14. Simply Jen 15. Dancing With Butterflies 16. Blessed Chic 17. Just Let Go 18. Twisted Angel 19. Pieces of Me

RULES:
1. Add your blog/s to the list. Feel free to add all your other blogs. It’s okey if you only post this questions in one blog as long as you answer them.
2. Get back to Me {YEN} and I’ll add your blogs to the master’s list here!
3. Tag as many friends online you know. But you don’t need to be tag in order to join.

QUESTIONS:

1. I posted this experiment at URL: http://emmyrose.com
2. I posted this on date (day, month, year): Friday June 2008
3. I posted this at time (24 hour time): 13:18
4. My posting location is (city, state, country): Makati City, Philippines
5. My blog is hosted by:
6. My age is: 30 yrs old.
7. My gender is: Female
8. My occupation is: Engineer and Entrepreneur
9. I use the following RSS/Atom reader software: FeedBurner
10. I use the blog format to post to my blog: Wordpress
11. I have been blogging since (day, month, year): been blogging since March 22, 2004 at my bravejournal blog and here is my very 1st post
12. My web browser is: Fire Fox
13. My operating system is: Windows Vista

Now, I’m passing this tag to: Ester, Rosemarie, Imelda, Julai, Nova, Sasha, Milet and Vicy

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It’s TGIF and I’m off to the gasoline station to fill up, I’m anticipating another fuel price hike over the weekend and I’m making an effort to save a little. I think, I’m paying more to gas than my groceries and it’s not at all good. My mom told us we need to save, everything is just soaring high and we need to cut down some unnecessary expenses, but she pointed out that she’s not cutting down her term life insurance because she thinks it is important in the future and I’m with her totally. I think, we need to stop ordering take outs and avoid dining out… I know, it’s not a lot but at least it’s a start.

After ten days of isolation, I finally was able to go to the mall yesterday. My dermatologist said that I’m not contagious anymore and my red marks from herpes zoster healed faster than expected and the red marks will be off my face in due time, I just need to be more patient.

I went to the mall with my mom after my check up and it’s so wonderful to be at my haven once again. We had dinner at the newly open Gerry’s Grill at our place and I had my favorite baked scallops. Last night was a treat but I think I have overdone it again because on our way back home my costochondritis attacked once again and I experienced chest pains again, I hate it when it happens. But there’s no way it can keep me from going out again today, there’s just so many things that I need to accomplish and I’ve been resting way too long, I just need to be extra careful and move slowly.

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I’m off to my dermatologist today. It’s been a week since I was diagnosed with Herpes Zoster and the blisters in my forehead are starting to heal but it still doesn’t look good at all. I always wear a hat when I go out because I really feel ugly because of those red marks in my forehead and I hope my dermatologist will prescribed me something to heal it faster so I can have my normal social life again. I miss going out with my friends and having coffee with them at Starbucks, I miss going to the mall.. arrgh I’ve been staying home far too long and I desperately need to go out.

Shopping online is one of my deepest passions. As a certified shopper, I am always on the lookout for special deals that I can find online. That is one of the many reasons why I love to shop online, you can always snag great deals and you can even find items on special sale. You can find remarkable deals at Buy.com they have weekly specials wherein you can find special items on sale from electronics, computers, books, movies, music and hot deals… search for it and they have it, they have everything you need and you can even avail of clearance blowouts and avail of its free shipping. That is simply an amazing and it will be such a delight to buy stuff from Buy.com.

I personally want to buy Nokia N82, this phone has an astonishing 5 megapixel camera with xenon flash, Bluetooth and what I like best about this phone is its Wi-Fi capability. This is just what I need because I hate bringing my laptop with me all the time and I need to check my emails from time to time and with this phone I can simply hook up with any wireless connection and I’m connected. I must have this phone and its part of the weekly deals at Buy.com and it’s on special sale. I’m so excited.

I updated my blogroll yesterday and I removed some dead links. I also deleted some blogs who never visited my blog for almost three months, I just don’t want to be linked to anyone who does not even know me. I also found out several links that does not link back to me, that’s really rude! I’m still open for link exchange but I’m limiting it to bloggers that I feel is sincere and not just for anyone who just wants to increase their ratings for monetizing their blog. I want some quality links not just any links. Am I being to snobbish, well, maybe I am but I don’t really care.

I’m not very good in directions. Well, I’m not very good at it at all. Whenever I drive to a new place, I always need to stop and ask for directions over and over again because I always manage to get lost. That is why I am thankful for the new technology of GPS Tracking, now I can always find my way and I avoid getting lost. But the thing is I’m not really comfortable with the idea that my mom can track my whereabouts using this tool, it’s not that I’m doing something I’m ashamed of or anything but I still want to keep my privacy and I don’t want anyone to track me down.

My mom uses GPS tracking device in her mobile phone to track down my younger brother whenever he comes home late, he hates it of course because he cannot lie or give some alibi if he’s going to be so late but that’s the consequence he has to face for being young. I don’t approve of it, of course but what can I do. I do love this tool and I applaud the technology but sometimes it has some downside to it, like losing your privacy when you really need it. But I still think, it is an effective and useful tool.

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